no more opening of other fb account!!

i really dont like to post anything about problems, bitterness and sadness today.. well because its Lord's day.. i should celebrate and enjoy the rest of the day!
before this day end.. args.. bitterness visits me..waaa!!!
you really stirs up my mood to post something here..
i feel like im so useless!!~
maybe im useful im some way/s..
but others is much helpful to you..
right????

why is this big issue to me??
well.. i feel INSECURITY all around me!!~
agrrss!!~
who wants to be insecure!?? *cry
i hate it!!~
for a Christian like me.. its a sin!~
*more tears
hope you all understand!~

i try to calm my self and understand everything..
i think it's also my fault feeling this..
im so emotional and love you this much!!