collecting glory

 

sometimes it’s sad when you feel that your efforts are not being appreciated. 

when that appreciation slowly fades and you see that your not important anymore.

they will say it’s just your feeling.

im just being emotional.

but have they considered what makes me feel that way.

and then all things start to be funny in my mind and it’s hard to tell which one is appropriate.

and then slowly, my concern to that person becomes cold.

they says that in every action, there’s always an equal and opposite reaction.”

the bibles says, “you will reap what you sow “

it’s the same, doesn’t it.

it always happens to those people who are emotional.

i always seek attention and appreciation.

so whatever i get, i put a value in it, or should I say, i poured out emotions to it.

those people who really know what i feel are those people who can really understand me.

but then, God’s word came to me.

he said, “child, am I not enough for you?”

aw…I already forget that GOD sees me. GOD sees every action that I made, every effort that i exerted.

HE gives me more than appreciation that i could get from people.

but i was so busy looking for it to somebody else that i didn’t notice Him.

after all it’s not about me, its all about Him.

praises of man are nothing; they will just become crowns to our head.

this will eventually get heavier and heavier.

and we tend to straighten up our heads when GOD really wants us to do is to bow down.

bow down before Him.

those crowns make our vision stuck to one position, to the people who gave it to us.

And then i start to look away from GOD.

As time past, praises fades, but look that has remained.

after all, it still GOD. He’s waiting for me to come back to Him.

So when my efforts are not seen, i just look up.

and remember this, GOD has freed me from that spirit of depression, so don’t bind that chains again in me.

GOD sees every action that i do.

As long as i do it for Him, i’ll never get disappointed.

“Whatever you do, do it for the glory of God.”