falling inlove

You may never know but there are lots of things I really wanna tell you, lots of questions to ask but afraid for it might offend you.

I am not sure what it is, but there's something in you that made me forget the first guy I truly fell in love with - the guy who never knew I even loved him.

Before I saw you, I was actually looking for someone new. I am searching for a guy who can save me from the heartaches I've been trying to heal for several months. I was badly wounded that I thought I would never find what I was waiting for.

I was about to refuse to believe in love. I thought the man I was looking for was the one who never knew I love him. But when you came, I told myself that maybe, this is really the man I am long waiting for. You're the guy who just came in at the very exact moment I am praying that you would come.

I tried to hide my feelings for you coz I'm afraid to fall deeply once again. But I can't, i don't wanna commit the same mistakes again. This time, if I like the person, i'd rather choose to be closer to him than pretend that i don't wanna talk to him. Still, i don't know if what I did is right.

We are becoming too close to each other. So close that I am falling really hard to you. You're so close to me that you thought kidding around about my feelings is a cool thing. Sometimes, it is. But sometimes, it is not. The closeness we had makes me so scared that I might gonna lose another guy again. Another friend, that is. Afraid that when the time comes, you will only tell me that I am just a friend and you're inlove with someone else.

But then, things happen in an instance. Things change and many things happened. More love, more happiness, but of course there are still brokenness, sadness and challenges. But i just wanna thank you for letting me feel what love is, for making me realized - that being loved is such a wonderful feeling; that by being inlove I am always inspired in everything I do; that when I am inlove, i am excited because there is always something or someone there to look forward to!.