peace out!~

asar tlga aq knina!~

tma bng aq sisihin dhil wlang mgwa knina???

ngsabi nmn aq n aalis aq agad.. dhil my lakad p aq..

pilit p k pdin ng pilit..

~ duh!~

lam q your all blaming someone now..

sorry mali kau ng akala!!~

anyways.. wla sya knalaman sa pagwalk out q!!!

kahapon p aq tlga naasar ee..

konti n lahn sabihin mu n sken kung gano aq ktanga sa isang tao!~

at mgsuggest ng ikakasira ng buhy q?!!~

ok fine kaw na malakas! 

kaw n hndi bitter..

ikaw n hndi tnga!~

ikaw n mature..

ikaw na magaling!~

sorry aaa hndi aq katulad mu!!!

msyado p aqng immature sa mga bagay bagay!!

at nga pla.. im not living din kxe sa makamundong bgay!!

khit papano..pinamumuhay q din ung mga natutunan q sa church!!

nga pla.. 

A successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.. ~

sorry aa.. mas naniniwla aq d2 kxe sau ee!!~

knya knyang buhay tau!!

nkakainis kxe. ung mga taong ngmamarunong sa buhay ng my buhay..

para nmn nkikita mu aq 24/7..

at kung umasta k my kilang kilala mu na q..

tsk!~ gue bhla n sa pasukan!~

this week sucks!~

MAICOH ♥

so what about maicoh?

it comes from a two words.. 

its from mahal ko. 

meaning my love..

i can hear many couples callinge each other mahal ko..

so i got the idea of maicoh..

mai = mahal

i disregard the "al" and change "l" to "i"

co = ko

so why not malco?? 

err. i just dont like it.. its so obvious to call him that way.. lol!~

hatered!~

epal daw dpat title.. yoko nga.. :))
ok eto na ang ipagusapan!~
tagalog daw!~

1. ewn q.. sadyang nayayabangan lahn cguro tlga aq sau!~
lol. kaw n magaling mg english!~ .. kaw n papasa !~ whahaha.. kaw n din epal!~ woo!~
ok k n sana.. wag mu lahn aq idown!~ tsk!~

2. salamat ntahimik n section nmen wla n xia?! patay na?! whahaha.. lam na!~ grr~

3. msyado k n masaya!~ aq n bitter.. >.<
mas marami k lahn churo priority (nu b tgalog nto?!) nuh?! miss lahn kita ee!~

4. hndi q alam para knino to?. pro to n lahn. kung hndi nyo p aq kilala manahimik k n lahn. fine kung nkuha k ng opinyon ng iba. pro sana lahn wag nmn ung lumalagpas k n sa boundaries ng sinasabi mu saken!~ hndi aq galet sau/sainyu. nlulungkot lahn aq sa mga pinagsasabi niyo.

tma n cguro to for now..? waahaha.. :))
my next tym pa?!~ lol!~

no more opening of other fb account!!

i really dont like to post anything about problems, bitterness and sadness today.. well because its Lord's day.. i should celebrate and enjoy the rest of the day!
before this day end.. args.. bitterness visits me..waaa!!!
you really stirs up my mood to post something here..
i feel like im so useless!!~
maybe im useful im some way/s..
but others is much helpful to you..
right????

why is this big issue to me??
well.. i feel INSECURITY all around me!!~
agrrss!!~
who wants to be insecure!?? *cry
i hate it!!~
for a Christian like me.. its a sin!~
*more tears
hope you all understand!~

i try to calm my self and understand everything..
i think it's also my fault feeling this..
im so emotional and love you this much!!

GOOD NIGHT!~ ♥

its 1:37 in the morning and im still updating and fixing my blog while ofcourse baking in baking life.. lol!~

im so sleepy now... err!~

anyways.. before i sleep i check my things to do for tomorrow...

wwwooooo.. and i still have many things to do!!! waaaa..

interview principal, teacher, student teacher and classmate for curriculum development..

primers for assessment in learning 2..

watch troy..

review in literature..

and do some research for my topic in DBMS (e-commerce) ..

wash my clothes.. args!

good nights!~

falling inlove

You may never know but there are lots of things I really wanna tell you, lots of questions to ask but afraid for it might offend you.

I am not sure what it is, but there's something in you that made me forget the first guy I truly fell in love with - the guy who never knew I even loved him.

Before I saw you, I was actually looking for someone new. I am searching for a guy who can save me from the heartaches I've been trying to heal for several months. I was badly wounded that I thought I would never find what I was waiting for.

I was about to refuse to believe in love. I thought the man I was looking for was the one who never knew I love him. But when you came, I told myself that maybe, this is really the man I am long waiting for. You're the guy who just came in at the very exact moment I am praying that you would come.

I tried to hide my feelings for you coz I'm afraid to fall deeply once again. But I can't, i don't wanna commit the same mistakes again. This time, if I like the person, i'd rather choose to be closer to him than pretend that i don't wanna talk to him. Still, i don't know if what I did is right.

We are becoming too close to each other. So close that I am falling really hard to you. You're so close to me that you thought kidding around about my feelings is a cool thing. Sometimes, it is. But sometimes, it is not. The closeness we had makes me so scared that I might gonna lose another guy again. Another friend, that is. Afraid that when the time comes, you will only tell me that I am just a friend and you're inlove with someone else.

But then, things happen in an instance. Things change and many things happened. More love, more happiness, but of course there are still brokenness, sadness and challenges. But i just wanna thank you for letting me feel what love is, for making me realized - that being loved is such a wonderful feeling; that by being inlove I am always inspired in everything I do; that when I am inlove, i am excited because there is always something or someone there to look forward to!.

baking life

since november 2010 i start playing baking life
under the influence of my boo and mah friend..
i continue baking, upgrading, and expanding my bakery..
in my boredom.. baking life helps alot..
after a tiring and stressful day?.
i still manage to open my facebook account to check my baking life.. lol!~

maybe as long as im not that busy... i will continue playing this cute game!~ hehehe..:)

my evaluation this day..

it's a very long day today..
ok let me start from the bad things happen to the good one!~
first..
i dont like my new classmates or should i say new blockmates..
they just want whats good for them.. errr i hate them!~
second..
my phone is not working again...
third...
quiz in DBMS.. grrr..
fourth..
long brakes in every subjects..
what a waste of time!!!
last..
im bored .. i dont want to do my assgnment in world literature!!waaaaa

now the good ones.. yey!~

first..
im starting to learn new thing in MS access!! XP
second..
lollippoopff teach us some tips in making our own template in our blog.:)
third..
im playing baking life now..
forth..
updating my blog. hahaha!!~
fifth...
planning crazy things about the contest in "i love arirang"..
hahha.. i enjoy that with (boo, mah friend, my friend and lollippoopff!)XD
and last??
maicoh and i went home together..
though we just have a little time together, i still have fun and enjoy the rest of the afternoon with him..:)
well.. i miss him.. alot!~

in the end.. i had fun this day..
im still agitated with some of my classmates well.. they cant ruin my day.. lol!~
thanks to marie, yna, khrissy, xhella, and cris.. :)

plants vs zombies anime version

cherry bomb

hypno shroom

blover

starfruit

cattail

cactus

tall nut

garlic

lily pad

puff shroom

pea shooter

plantern

wall nut

spike weed

potato mine

snow pea

sun flower

chomper

coffee bean

sun shroom

twin sunflower

umbrella leaf

jalapeno

squash

sea shroom

flower pot

fume shroom

grave buster

initater

i really love this game..:)
hmm?? im thinking if me and my friends can cosplay this cute animes..:)

collecting glory

 

sometimes it’s sad when you feel that your efforts are not being appreciated. 

when that appreciation slowly fades and you see that your not important anymore.

they will say it’s just your feeling.

im just being emotional.

but have they considered what makes me feel that way.

and then all things start to be funny in my mind and it’s hard to tell which one is appropriate.

and then slowly, my concern to that person becomes cold.

they says that in every action, there’s always an equal and opposite reaction.”

the bibles says, “you will reap what you sow “

it’s the same, doesn’t it.

it always happens to those people who are emotional.

i always seek attention and appreciation.

so whatever i get, i put a value in it, or should I say, i poured out emotions to it.

those people who really know what i feel are those people who can really understand me.

but then, God’s word came to me.

he said, “child, am I not enough for you?”

aw…I already forget that GOD sees me. GOD sees every action that I made, every effort that i exerted.

HE gives me more than appreciation that i could get from people.

but i was so busy looking for it to somebody else that i didn’t notice Him.

after all it’s not about me, its all about Him.

praises of man are nothing; they will just become crowns to our head.

this will eventually get heavier and heavier.

and we tend to straighten up our heads when GOD really wants us to do is to bow down.

bow down before Him.

those crowns make our vision stuck to one position, to the people who gave it to us.

And then i start to look away from GOD.

As time past, praises fades, but look that has remained.

after all, it still GOD. He’s waiting for me to come back to Him.

So when my efforts are not seen, i just look up.

and remember this, GOD has freed me from that spirit of depression, so don’t bind that chains again in me.

GOD sees every action that i do.

As long as i do it for Him, i’ll never get disappointed.

“Whatever you do, do it for the glory of God.”

PRINCESS OF GOD♥

 the way i see my life and my self!~



The way He looks at me
The way He smiles cause I’m His
The way He cares for me
The way He gives me happiness
He thinks I’m lovely
Like a cherished rose
A diamond sparkling
The apple of His eye
He’d gladly give His life for mine
I’m so amazed by You,
You took away the ugly lie
And showed me the truth
Next to Him, I’m so small
He’s so perfect, I’m so flawed
I’m so poor and He’s the maker of all
He’s the melody that makes my soul sing
He adores me, though I’m so unworthy
And I can say, I’m beautiful,
Because He sees me
I’ve never been so loved,
And I still comprehend how
Much more is enough
Cause all I know is what I feel right now
He overwhelms me
I laugh, I cry, I dance, I sing, I write
As if my body
Just can’t contain all this praise inside
I’m so amazed by You
You took away the ugly lie
And showed me the truth
I never knew such pride could be found
Hidden here on my knees in humility
I’m confident you know me well
Just the way I am, and you still
You call me beautiful!

im so blessed with beckah shae music.
this song makes me happy and contented with the ways it describes me.
despite of my imperfections GOD still chose me to be HIS princess of GOD.
as long as GOD sees me.. I am BEAUTIFUL!~

my first post

This will be my first post in my first blog..

Blogging is the new trend in network society..

This is actually not my doing, but my friends (boo && lollipoopf) pushing me to create an account here..

Well.. I am thinking how to start this blog, what this blog about, and what so ever.... (?_?)

Maybe I just need to enjoy updating and posting my happenings here. haha

GOD bless to all!~ ♥